Awaiting my Sequel

As I bleed and soak it with my soul…
I shed a tear for the golden years..
Of you and I,
And your beautiful smile

Echoing laughs into my hallow past
Oh how I miss you dear

It’s not fair, we were so darn right
Jealous eyes marks us for the kill
Stop blaming yourself
And venting your pain

It was so much more than just the end

I wouldn’t change a single thing
No a fight, not even the final sight
It’s funny how we toiled and toiled
Searching for the perfect home
Only to find out that we had left it long ago.

Now we sulk in our silent prayers
Locking demons on dear ones
How hate become so crystal clear
Pouring out from everywhere

Its not you, it’s not me
It’s the world that cannot see

And then I say to you as I always did
Be happy, don’t even cry a bit.
Life is long and until it finally ends
You have to live on and keep our memory alive

For not all love stories end in marriage…
Some leave it incomplete
For another life
for … A Sensational Sequel

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One from the attic...

old ones... I do like it

Eternal Desire

Ssh …
… Close those blinds... and burn the candle light...
I want to make this fantasy further right
I waited too long...for this passionate night
Don’t stop me now... don’t put up a fight...

This carnal desire inside me…will not slow.
I want to proceed… I want to further grow.
I want to be possessed by you..
..making me sweat profusely in every show.

I want your every breath shared with mine
I want that heavenly touch completely inter twined..
I want to shiver as you run your palm across my face..
I want your warm body holding me to my place...

Defuse my head and kick starting my heart.
I want u to burn through me like a dry tequila shot.
I want to melt you heart to quench my throat.

Like a hundred dying men
I shall wait for those luscious lips to collide with mine..
…making me the only one... the true envy of time.

I want my pulse to race as I untie your hair...
As it fall across your shoulders and on my chest bare.

I want you to entice me to lead this holy quest...
Bind me in a spell with mesmerizing eyes and magic hips..
I want to worship you till the point of no return...

Drugged in a trance like state I would go to very unknown
Running my tongue…accompanied with my lips to every inch.
Starting with your face... those eyes, ears… lips to cheeks...
From finger tips to shoulder blades and further more
Down your spine... those roaring hips and those gentle toes..
I'd like to go on till I conquer you all
Leaving no spot unturned, touch every thing big or small

Do you want me to stop... do you want me to go...
I don’t intend to listen….
...I am the Teaser of the mind ...& The Pirate of your Soul.

Copyright©2007 Shivraj Rajaram

MY UNKNOWN BOND.......

Blood, pain and gut; a child is born...

A bond by blood is very strong...

Father, Mother, Daughter, Son or child

All coming from an ancient written Bind.....

But there are some unknown bonds,

Which have no names, or clause.

Just waiting there, to be found,

making everyone think and pause.

From far and near, they bump into you.

Some fade away, like most hit songs do.

Others last forever, like a bible of time.

Some need your help, others help you,.

Some you call friends, some you call family

No strings attached; no hidden lines...

These are the people, you come to love.

A simple feeling of belonging in a stranger’s heart

A truly giving emotion, Selfless from the start.

Calling them yours, even though it’s not your claim.

A bond strong and sweet, yet without a name.

You are my unknown bond....

My Mother, My other Lord!

By Shiv on 7/12/2006 for My Aunty/ My Friend/ My other Mother

Copyright(c)2007 Shivraj Rajaram